yes you have heard it, i hate october! mainly because of hsc, but right now im half way through exams and sooo looking forward into finishing. im freaking about the double major i am auditioning for the conservatorium in late november/early december. will they like my style? my performance? my talent? will i even have a high enough UAI to be accepted? if i dont get in i know i will be disappointed, scrap that how about very disappointed.
At the moment i have work off, so no income for me arghhh see this all leads back to the hsc. if i could kick the person who came up with putting 17- 18 yr olds through hell i would. because i enjoy sitting in a hall scrambling my brain with smarts words to make my test paper sound smart, or better still what has my left hand done to go through the hell of writting 4 or mores pages of an essay.
better still the other day i thought studying on my front porch listening to the strokes on my ipod was calming, well until i saw the lady accross the road staring at me from her front door like lady wtf? its rude to stare!
and theres nothing wrong sitting outside at 5pm studying, my house, my life, dont judge me.
but i do enjoy the people who ask how my exams are, my response it was good.
i feel pretty plain theses days not to mention housebound.
i will just close my eyes and wish for the 3rd of november.
its not that far away, but it feels it.
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