i need to escape.

I'm 18,
I have a car but not my P's.
I'm at uni doing newstep and hating and realising i dont know what i want in life.
I'm the eldest child but yet still get treated like im too young to do what i want.
I want to be happy but the ground around me crumbles,
I want to see my bestfriends but 2 moved away and one works 24/7.
I want to be organised yet i'm very untidy.
I want to be thin but let alone i fail at dieting.
I want an adventure but i have no time.
I want to live life to the fullest, but don't know what the fullest could possible be.

i want all these things to come true and that the negatives that follow what i want in each sentence not to be there.

:(

you really do make me smile. =]

pretty sure it made me glad to see there are  facebook pages/groups called : i hate Matt Smith as the new doctor who!

i'm willing to see what he has to offer to the show, but he will never beat the marvellous skills, talents and performance of David Tennant.


I"m sorry, I'm so sorry Matt Smith but you will never be my doctor.

this weekend's adventures...

1. WICKED the musical, hello rob mills :p

2. SHOPPING yes im going to raid for clothes and books and probably shoes =]

3. SOUNDWAVE hello awesome bands and band merch XD


let this weekend be good i really do need it.

what i did want crumbled and what i still want wont happen


i give up.