so i have my car. i got it yesterday, i swear its like christmas on halloween. i love it, though i spent all the hard earn money from working at coles, its worth it. even now so i need to save more to get  a new stereo and car seat covers. woo super cheap auto ftw.

now to get my ps =]

5 down 1 to go HELLO FREEDOM!

i get my car this week, probably the most exciting thing to happen in ages. or and the part where i have 2 more hsc exams left, well it shall be only one when i have music tomorrow. i cant wait to be free.

I can clearly tell you i hate ancient history. errr exam 1:55pm to 5pm monday. who does that seriously? around about that time of day i'm out of it and tired, my brain isnt its intelligent state at that time. these three hours will be hell.



i've been having alot of flash backs lately, whether its only a few years or go or back further, its kinda nice but sad at them same time since i'm getting older and life isn't what it use to be.
i remember when i was younger like 5 or 6 of my parents and grandparents taking me and my relatives from England to Old Sydney Town, a theme park just based on history, i loved it and because i was so little i thought it was real, i enjoyed the walk through history, but i can never revisit that memory due to they close it down many years ago because todays generation would rather computer games and thrill rides such as the ones in QLD. its depressing how the things thats are educational are the ones to go first. damn you technological generation DAMN you

Strokes lead singer brings out solo album :Phrazes for the Young!

so Julian Casablancas from the strokes new solo album comes out the 30th of this month. I'm very excited i love his voice its the best. the deluxe edition can be bought of the internet which i am getting as a christmas present, so even though this wont be sent till december im able to download his album on the site of the day its released. hell yeah!

im definately looking forward of playing this album in my car. :)

no more english!

so i had my last english exam on yesterday, 3 essays, 19 pages later and no more =]. im pleased i think i did well, and now i never have to do english ever again. but i do miss reading. i havent read a book in so long, i use to be a book worm and now my bestfriend reads more books then me. This will be one of the many things i will be able to enjoy after i my horror of hsc. That and probably spring cleaning my room or burning or throwing out my school books either way, i'm nearly free.
but the hsc has put me in a mood, like at the moment i don't know what i want or make decisions for myself, even so my dreams have been weird lately. Today mum and i went looking at paints because mum is going to redecorate my brothers room, it made me think that it would be cool to get my room redecorated since i hate the colour of mine, but since i have my back wall covered in posters, i couldnt part with them ha. besides every colour i pick out mum goes its too dark. yeah because i hate girly colours. like why can't i have dark purple, or a dark blue, or a lime green, besides either one of those colours would go with my black curtains. arghh choices. it just directs back to i cant make decisions FML.

i hate you october

yes you have heard it, i hate october! mainly because of hsc, but right now im half way through exams and sooo looking forward into finishing. im freaking about the double major i am auditioning for the conservatorium in late november/early december. will they like my style? my performance? my talent? will i even have a high enough UAI to be accepted? if i dont get in i know i will be disappointed, scrap that how about very disappointed.
At the moment i have work off, so no income for me arghhh see this all leads back to the hsc. if i could kick the person who came up with putting 17- 18 yr olds through hell i would. because i enjoy sitting in a hall scrambling my brain with smarts words to make my test paper sound smart, or better still what has my left hand done to go through the hell of writting 4 or mores pages of an essay.
better still the other day i thought studying on my front porch listening to the strokes on my ipod was calming, well until i saw the lady accross the road staring at me from her front door like lady wtf? its rude to stare!
and theres nothing wrong sitting outside at 5pm studying, my house, my life, dont judge me.
but i do enjoy the people who ask how my exams are, my response it was good.
i feel pretty plain theses days not to mention housebound.
i will just close my eyes and wish for the 3rd of november.
its not that far away, but it feels it.