I can clearly tell you i hate ancient history. errr exam 1:55pm to 5pm monday. who does that seriously? around about that time of day i'm out of it and tired, my brain isnt its intelligent state at that time. these three hours will be hell.



i've been having alot of flash backs lately, whether its only a few years or go or back further, its kinda nice but sad at them same time since i'm getting older and life isn't what it use to be.
i remember when i was younger like 5 or 6 of my parents and grandparents taking me and my relatives from England to Old Sydney Town, a theme park just based on history, i loved it and because i was so little i thought it was real, i enjoyed the walk through history, but i can never revisit that memory due to they close it down many years ago because todays generation would rather computer games and thrill rides such as the ones in QLD. its depressing how the things thats are educational are the ones to go first. damn you technological generation DAMN you


the other day i got told to have some faith, yeah i have faith just that i blame todays society for the lack of it.
if you look at the surroundings from your past then look at today you can clearly see the difference, their is no respect anymore, people treat each other like shit and thinks its the right way of  life. i can honestly tell you its not just todays generation the older elder people have adapted to these changes. and example is the way elder people treat me at work, you would think that they having all that experience of how things were it the past that they would maintain that tradition, obviously not, see it comes back to the lack of faith in todays society.