fear...change.....pathway for life

lately i have had this fear of a few things. like one answering our home phone, i know wtf i don't get it myself. we just recently got new phones and i just cant bare the ringing tone. our other phone was worst. i just don't get the fear. not at all
there are some things at the moment i do not understand and there are alot of what the hell moments when things change and you cant give a reason.
maybe i should just come to the conclusion i hate change and that basically its about me entering the world with new responsibilities and goal to have great career and future. that i ignore everything i put things a side for later because i cant deal with the million of other things that are on my plate that its time for me to make the more deeper choices in life and suffer the greater consequences..
wow i have become my own shrink, i detected the problem, now to actually fix it.

oh life why are you so unpredictable?